But you know, it hurts in a big way. It is not just the waiting or the struggle you go through knowing it is worth the wait. Every time he hurts, I hurt. Every time I am overwhelmed with work, I’m afraid to tell him because he feels so bad he is not here to help me. Every time he has to work late I wish I was there to fix dinner for him when he gets home because I know he will be so tired he will skip dinner and just go to bed. Loving someone and know he loves you with all his heart when he is 8,000 miles away and neither of you have the money to go there or come here is something two people in love should not have to endure for months, years on end. I work to make things to sell but no one is buying. We are both saving or money for the day we can be together. We’ve figured out if we are both very frugal and do not have any big emergencies, we should get there is 6 to 7 years. It seems like an eternity to wait. But when I see something like this, I realize, we are not the only ones with this struggle. We are not alone. Maybe God will send us an angel and hear our prayers. We pray help will not come too late. Maybe just putting it out there to the universe will help. Nothing else seems to so what is there to lose?
There are some challenges in life that are simply worth the effort and definitely worth the wait. If it is important enough, never give up.
You imagine that what you can’t understand is either spiritual or does not exist. The conclusion is quite wrong; rather there are obviously a million things in the universe that we would need a million quite different organs to understand … someone blind from birth cannot imagine the beauty of a landscape, the colors of a painting or the shadings of an iris. He will imagine them as something palpable, edible, audible or olfactory. Likewise, if I were to explain to you what I perceive by the senses you do not have, you would interpret it as something that could be heard, seen, touched, smelled or tasted; but it is not like that.
|—||Cyrano de Bergerac (via observando)|